If I Get Another Job I Would Probably Die

Now I have two training jobs. And now I am going to have absolutely no life. And the craziness about everything is that I got offered a third job as well by a friend from school. I seriously don't think I could afford to take a third job without losing my mind. Then I would really have no life and I would probably lose my own time to work out and such. That to me isn't a good thing. Jeff says I should look into it. I can, but I really don't think I could afford to take it. That would just be overkill for me, but then again I have heard of people doing it before. I guess when it rains it pours.

I have felt listless and strange the last few days. I think I am overwhelmed. I just feel like there is so much going on and I am being torn in a million directions and I just don't know what to do. I think I really need a vacation or something. The thing is I know I can do everything that I have put on my plate. The question is, what am I sacrificing for it? Am I sacrificing myself? My social life? My friends? My non-existent love life? I have a feeling all of that is true. It's almost a disheartening feeling to be a slave to money and to work and the government and everything else that makes this world keep going forward.

Jeff tells me to take it one step at a time and not pass up an opportunity. I just don't know whether I can do it or not.

~Dragon Eyes~