Ice Cream is Coming Out of My Pores

"I think ice cream is coming out of my pores!"
~Fabio~

Like I have said multiple times, there is never a dull moment at school. We were doing trainer/client role play and Fabio was being and obese client who LOVED ice cream. And that was the comment he came out with. I was laughing so hard I couldn't breathe. I am going to miss him when he leaves us all and goes back to Mass.

Today was a long day but I made it through and trained and rode my sister's ornery horse. Tomorrow I am so going to the gym. I need to go there and work my ass off. It is just needed at this point. Otherwise I might really kill Miss Thing. By the way, she wore a shirt three sizes too small for her and tiny ass shorts that left nothing to the imagination. I seriously wanted to vomit.

I think I'll read for a while seeing as I can't figure out any knitting project I want to take part in at the moment.

~Dragon Eyes~

You Look Run Over

Ziva: You look run over.
Tony: I think you mean run down.
~NCIS~

NCIS was have an "undies" marathon this afternoon, so I got to see a lot of it. I absolutely love Ziva and some of the things that come out of her mouth. The English language is not easy to learn, especially when it comes to all of our little sayings ans stuff that we use on a daily basis. So, needless to say, some of the things that come out of her mouth are pretty hysterical. This one killed me and there are seriously some days where I feel and look like I have been run over. Today I might have felt semi run over, but that was probably because I didn't end up going to sleep until like 4am. Oops on my part. It ended up taking me longer to get home in the snow from Kris's that I thought.

Tomorrow starts the last week of the semester. Thank goodness. I didn't think semester would ever end. It has just been so long and there has been so much work due that I feel like I am really going crazy. I probably am, but I like to tell myself I'm not.

I also decided that I don't know how to say no to people. When someone asks me to do something, I seriously can't say no. I just feel bad. But then I have too much to do and I spaz out and flail and then burn myself out. I just wish I had more time in the day and more of me. Maybe I can clone myself so I can go to school, train, go to the gym, go to the barn, and do all the school work and everything else I need to do. Sigh. It's never that simple.

Well I am going back to the oscars for a while. I tried to creatively write a little bit but ended up giving up. It just isn't there or something. Makes me rather sad.

~Dragon Eyes~

Literally Out of the Blue!

Every now and then something completely unexpected happens and you just can't help but sit there is stunned shock. That's what happened to me just now. I had been parading around the house in my prom dress all happy that it fit me better now than it had ever before and changing my profile picture on facebook. That was when all of a sudden I get a facebook chat box and low and behold, who was it? Kyle. Barn Kyle. Really really sexy barn Kyle who I haven't seen in forever much less talked to in forever and yet here he was asking me if anyone had been up to the barn lately. And even though the conversation was short I was still shocked. Apparently he is on break next week and is going to try and come out to the barn and do some roping. Interesting.

I just thought I should throw that one out there since it was just so random. And he is just that amazingly sexy! Yeah I have problems. But I like my problems!

Tonight I am going and hanging out with Kris again. I can't wait to see him since it seriously has been a week. I'm really excited to see him.

Well off to play with my phone on my computer and such. Should be interesting!

~Dragon Eyes~

Junk in Your Trunk Syndrome

Today was seriously the longest and most boring day at school ever. Both of my teachers were out so we had subs all day. In Kinesiology we pretty much worked on our muscle projects the entire time, so that was okay, but Joe's class was something else. He had us do more busy work stuff to the point where we were all just plain miserable and mostly half assed what we were doing. Thank goodness next week is the last week of the semester. I need this to be done and over with. But crazy as it is, next semester is like my last semester and then its off to externship. Oh. My. God. I can't even believe how fast everything has gone!! But that means I'll be able to get certified and get a job and get money!! YAY!!

I ended up going to the gym today, but of course Logun and I missed each other. I did send him a text stating I went there and didn't see him. He sent a message back laughing and saying he had been there for 5 hours and then had gone to work. Oh well. I am sure to run into him at some point there. We will have to see.

I think I watched television for the entire night. Say Yes to the Dress, DC Cupcakes and then Jersey Shore. Yup. SOO much television!

I also got the weirdest ass voicemail message from a gay man trying to get my to buy a magazine subscription and then take me out for a good time. SKEEVED OUT!!!!

~Dragon Eyes~

Train a Pirate with a Parrot, An Eye Patch and Rum

Interesting things happened at school today. Four of them were decently big enough for blog worthiness. Here we go.

Chino (to Ebony) - Tighten your ass!
Joe (who overheard) - CHINO!

The random discussion in General Pops class when Joe wasn't in the room:
Fabio - Next thing we know he's going to want contraindications for training a pirate. Eye patch!
Me - Don't forget the parrot and bottle of rum.
Fabio - Train him on the wobble board! Like the deck of a ship!
Me - Without upsetting the parrot or spilling the rum!

Now the next two kind of go hand in hand because if one didn't happen the other wouldn't have either. So I am SUPER glad for both:

Logun ended up coming into school today to visit and such. He found the six of us studying in our upper kinesiology class and was chatting with us from the doorway. He looks great (he was also in a sleeveless shirt and shorts, mind you). He is tall and thin and muscular. Just amazing. And still really cute. Can't help myself on that one! He was chatting with all of us and then all of a sudden looks straight at me and goes, "You haven't been at the gym in a while." Oh boy! I got called out! It's just been so hard for me to get there and stuff and we ended up playfully bantering back and forth a bit before he wandered off and we went back to studying. As soon as he was gone and out of ear shot, my teacher looks at me and whispers, "OMG He likes you! And he's cute!" It was hysterical! I went bright red and my classmates all had to pipe up and state why they also believed this was true. Every agreed that he is always pretty reserved and isn't a big talker, but would always talk a bunch to me as well as pick fun at me and stuff, but nothing mean, always playful. Then Fabio had to throw out there that the reason he knows I haven't been there is because he's been looking for me. Why else would he notice or care?? Still I was bright ass red.

When break came a few minutes later and after my teacher told me I better go and pursue this, I ended up running into him again and we chatted animatedly out in the hallway by the PFT lab. I told him that he should work out with me, since I find it easier with a partner or that he could train me and stuff and he was still telling me that I should come more often and stuff. He did seem rather impressed when Chino told him how much I can bench (the most out of any girl in the program!!!). I beamed. I like being strong as well as keeping up with the guys. We even ended up exchanging numbers.

Here is where the next part comes in. If I hadn't been standing there and talking to him, it never would have happened. It only made my day that much better. While I was talking to him, the Whore or Miss Thing as Chino calls her, came by and overheard me and Logun talking about Dunkin' Donuts (where he works) and all the crap food it has. That's when she had to put her two cents in and state that all I needed to do was eat cheetos and drink diet cherry coke. Without a single thought process, I turned my head, gave her a look and went, "yeah, no." Real curt. That's when she stated it worked for her, and I dismissed her even more quickly and went back to chatting with Logun. Chino stated later that she was probably jealous I was chatting with a hot guy while she was getting no attention. Too bad bitch.

Pretty soon, like all good things, it was time to say goodbye and go back to class. We walked down the hall together and he laughed and told me that another trainer at Gold's made fun of my dancing or bopping out to my music while on the treadmill. My teacher told me later that that was also a good sign because that meant he had been talking to others about me. I laughed and played it off well but stating I loved to dance and how that was just me and how I rolled. Then we parted ways with a "You better come to the gym more," by him and a, "definitely will," by me and then a "I'll talk to you later," by him. So now we just have to see where this goes. Even though I am still seeing Kris, it's another option for me since I am not in any sort of a relationship. Who knows. Maybe Logun is a better prospect at this point. Probably not, but life is funny how it works.

I am so going to the gym tomorrow. And more often for that matter!

After that I ended up training the girls after school, chatted a bunch with Carrie Ann about Logun and Miss Thing and then I went for a massage. After that I almost got kicked in the face by Beau and ate interesting stir fry. Still, all in all today was fabulous!!!

~Dragon Eyes~

No Muscle Hands on the Mayonnaise!

Today was an interesting day at school. It all began with tunnel vision and ended with fierce sexiness, beer and mac and cheese. All in all I think it was a pretty good day.

The day started off well. I got ready and got out the door early. My car didn't really have any serious frost on it and didn't require any scraping. I got to school at 8am and got a pretty decent parking space considering the fact that people seem to be coming at the crack of dawn to get a good place. I dropped off my lunch and went to the PFT lab. I walked in the room, saw the horny, white trash bitch, dropped all of my stuff at the table and went into instant tunnel vision. I turned up the music on the stereo and immediately went into tunnel vision, I must do calf raises before I punch bitch in face. And I proceeded to destroy my legs in the best way I knew how. Yup. It all went well, though I still had to listen to the whore ramble about how some random kid stared at her boobs for three days. I wonder why, sweetheart. She is just annoying, annoying, annoying and constantly makes me want punch her face in and/or want to break her in half. Oh well.

Chino knew I was pissy with the girl since my entire demeanor changed when I walked into the room and saw her. The usual hello wasn't really there. And I like Chino, but my hatred for her overshadows my love for my friend and classmate. Apparently, Aylin doesn't like her that much either and Shawn says it takes everything she has to not get up and demolish the girl, and she can definitely rip someone a new one. Being a mom of three kids, she knows how to handle anything. Chino was funny because he told me he found my fierce and wild new demeanor to be attractive. I never thought of it that way, but I did feel sexy and confident, so maybe that's something guys like. Works for me!

The rest of the day went well, though the stupid bitch was always around, but I just made sure to keep a pair of dumbbells in my hands or kept out of the room she was in to keep myself from doing something I might regret. Well, I wouldn't mind beating the crap out of her, but I wouldn't want to get kicked out of school.

My friend Erica made a goofy comment on my status on facebook that Kris had commented on. Basically the comment was about stalking his pictures to see who he was. Semi-embarrassing, but I played it off as best I could. He seemed cool with it, but text messaging and facebook don't have tone, so I can't tell. We are supposed to hang out again on Saturday, so I will just have to see what goes. But I am willing to bet he's peachy with it all. He just seems like that kind of guy.

I was told two interesting things today.

1. Chino - Laura, you need a Spanish man in your life!
Me - Where am I going to find one of those?
Chino - Where? Right here! Me and Fabio!!

2. Mom - Stop using your muscle hands on the mayonnaise jar! I can't ever get it open!!

~Dragon Eyes~

Massage Clinic is Stealing My Clients!!

"It's only an island if you look at it from the water."
~Brody in Jaws~

There is just something about that movie that always makes me happy and yet doesn't keep me from loving the ocean. I know what I am swimming with and I know the dangers and I am pretty okay with all of that. Besides, I think sharks are rather fascinating. Maybe that's just me.

I am so glad this day is over with. It just has been mad long and I am in need of Friday and sleep. I am seriously starting to get burnt out from school. Or maybe it's the fact that I have had Joe as a teacher for the last three terms in a row. Maybe that's the problem. All I know is I feel like I am going crazy, losing my mind, freaking out, and dying all at the same time. Cool, huh? I just wish I had more time to exercise. Then I would probably feel better with myself. I did lose another pound though! That's super exciting! 162! I haven't been this light in years and I look better. At least that's what I think. Pretty soon I'll make it into the 150s and that will be amazing!

Lunging my horse in side reins today was very enlightening. I started to the right which is his bad side. He fought with me and hung on me and was overall just not a good boy. When I asked him to canter, he would either jump into the wrong lead or jump (literally) into the right one and then stop after a stride and a half. When I had him go the other direction it was night and day. He was light and responsive and cantered like a perfect gentleman. Now I know that there truly is a problem to the right. Yay for having to fix/work on it.

So, I haven't really talked to Kris at all since the weekend. We exchanged like two text messages today and that's about it. I now go into my paranoid worry that it was something I did or something along those lines. I don't think so, but I don't know. I am just going to ride it out for now. Maybe this is just a fling and that's it and maybe it's supposed to be something more. Who knows. I'll just keep concentrating on everything I need to do around me and let the relationships and boys come later. I think I have said this to myself over and over again since Kyle and Mike. Oh well. Here we go again!

~Dragon Eyes~

The Wanderings of a Restless Mind

I think we have all been in this place. Lying in the darkness while our mind ceaselessly wanders from one thing to the next. Never settling on one thing long enough. Always moving to the next thing. And then it all stops, slamming to a halt on one thing and never let's go. Then you lie in bed in the utter silence of The darkness as your mind runs away with itself. And nothing you can do can stop it. You are just along for the ride wondering when it will end.

Yup. That where I am at at this very moment. Staring at the ceiling and letting my mind run away with itself. Again.

I wish there was a way to make it stop so I can just go to sleep and either dream good dreams or not dream at all. That would be ideal. Not dreaming at all. It would be easier that way. For lack of anything better, I am not flogging this to you on my phone in the darkness of my room. School draws closer and still I can shut my raging thoughts off so that sleep can come. No. Here I lie while my brain rules all.

I think of things I shouldn't be thinking about. People I shouldn't be with but want to be with and people I want to be with and should be with. I think of everything I have to do to make it through this week. When I will be able to exercise. When I am going to do stuff with my horses. When am I going to find a job and get money in my pocket. I feel as if my life is passing me by as I watch helplessly from the sidelines and you wonder why I can't sleep....

Yes. This is where I reside. In a frenzied uncontrolled chaos I call my mind. One voice clamors one thing and then another one pipes up and then my dual personalities go at it while I sit along for the ride. Sometimes I really hate being a gemini with my two personalities that are constantly at war with each other, vying for power and dominance. I would write and edit my stories to take my mind off things but they are unfortunately within reach but out of reach. So I will blog here instead until I fall asleep. Or try to. Or not to.

~Dragon Eyes~

I Think a Rock has More Fun than Me

Winter decided to return again with cold temperatures and snow. Snow!! Two inches of snow!! I really am so done with this. I want spring to come now. Oh well. I guess we have to deal with this weather a little while longer.

Today was another one of those lazy days. I finished my homework, went to the gym and rode my horse. I also finished Tucker Max's book. Now I have absolutely nothing to do. I could work on finishing my scarf but that involves work. Oh well.

Tomorrow I go to school and go back to my crazy, "I have no life" type of life. Boring.

~Dragon Eyes~

I'm Disneyland for Hookers??

Tucker Max always makes me laugh. I really am obsessed with his new book...and probably his old book as well. It just makes me laugh until I almost pee my pants. That's what I really love about it. Laughing is just so amazing.

I am finally spending a night here at home seeing as the last two nights I stayed out far too late. First the party and then hanging with Kris. If the two of us didn't watch, or sleep through, that third movie I would have gotten home earlier. Oh well. I still had a great time with him, so I guess that's all that matters, right??

I did a decent amount of knitting today as well as worked on, and mostly finished homework and cleaned my room slightly. It really is strange to not be going out tonight. It's almost like I've gone from doing everything to nothing. So strange! I am sure that will change next week, but for now, I just get to relax a little bit.

I watched Terminator 3 tonight. I haven't watched that movie in a while and I just discovered why. While I absolutely love that movie, it makes me sad at this moment in time. It is the one movie, without fail, that I can watch that makes me want to write so badly. I think back to one of my favorite, or absolute favorite story I have written. It doesn't help that I based it a little bit off of the movie, especially when it comes to John Conner's character. But, while I want to write badly, I just can't. All my stories, including the one I just mentioned is stuck on my broken flash drive. And it makes me ill to think that they are so close but so far away. Oh well. I guess I will try and take my mind off of things by reading some more of Tucker Max.

~Dragon Eyes~

She's Helpless. Let's Steal Her Underwear!!!

Last night was incredible! I had so much fun after not knowing what to expect at this party that I was invited to. I had a blast and so did everyone else. I was welcomed with open arms and, told at the end of the night that I needed to come to another one of these events with everyone. Seriously, I would love to come again and try out more of the stuff that was being done, but for my first time I did quite a bit. Molly was so happy that I came as well. She has been trying to get me to come for the longest time. She also told me that I was probably the only one out of our group, asides from Kelsey who was in New York, that would have liked it. Everyone else...well, it would just have been rather awkward and I can totally agree with her.

After the party ended at around midnight, a bunch of people left, but the rest of us (there were about 15) were starving and decided we needed food ASAP. So we all drove to New Britain Diner and got breakfast.

All around it was just a great time and I am glad I want, even though when I go there I had no idea what was going to happen. I took to it like a fish in water and never looked back. Tonight I am going to do my movie night with Kris because yesterday was taken up with the party, even though we both spent time with each other at the party. We like our together time with our movies. Pulp Fiction and Requiem for a Dream tonight.

Busy day today. Got to go to the barn and ride, jump on the treadmill and then maybe work on some homework before hanging out with him.

~Dragon Eyes~

I Smell Poop and Bad Decisions

Tucker Max makes me laugh no matter what mood I am in. His stories are so downright hilarious and ridiculous that you can't help but laugh. It just makes the world that much better.

I have finally made it to Thursday. It has been a long week, but I get the next four days off so that makes everything that much better. I am going to Olive Garden for lunch tomorrow and then to the bookstore to pick up the concluding novel of the time travel history novel I just finished and then going to Kris's party in the evening. I still have no idea what this party is going to be like, but he refuses to tell me and no one else will give me any insight. Oh well. I guess surprises are good for the soul.

I ended up running 15 minutes straight on the treadmill this afternoon. That was after I got a free massage. I discovered the right side of my body, which includes muscles and joints, is a hell of a lot stiffer than the left side and my right scapula does not retract as far back as my left. Next Thursday we are going to try and remedy this problem slightly.

Now back to Tucker Max's new book!!

~Dragon Eyes~

Do You Smell Silicone????

Now this is a story an a half! Okay, so at the beginning of the semester we got a whole bunch of new students. Some massage therapy kids and then a bunch of PFT ones. The PFT guys are awesome. Everyone is really friendly and personable and we all seem to get along very well with one another. Now, there is this one girl from the massage therapy group that I cannot stand. And not many others of my older group of PFTs can stand her either. She came in a week late and has been a mini thorn in my side since then. Who is she? White Trash Horny Bitch.

Why is she named as such?? Well, let me tell you. The first time I met her, well sort of met her since I don't know her real name (not that it matters much), she was wearing this skin tight pink top with incredible cleavage. And as Chino so delicately put it after we left the room, "Did you smell silicone?" Yup. I am 100% positive that this girls boobs are fake. And so do the rest of us. Seriously, no one can have natural boobs that look like hers.

She carries around this designer purse, which isn't even that nice, and doesn't dress in anything that isn't slightly provocative. Since she is the White Trash Horny Bitch, it's understandable. Now the rest is what I have overhead as well as others. Apparently she is married and has been for a year. I feel bad for this poor sucker. But then she proceeds to tell us that he is living far away somewhere in the South. The kid was smart after all to escape when it had the chance. But apparently all this trashy whore likes to talk about is sex, sex, and, wait for it, more sex. Yup. Horny Bitch.

She just happens to be one of those people that just instantly rubs you the wrong way when you walk into a room and then you fight with the urge to punch her in the face a few times to ensure maximum damage. Now, Miss P. was trying to find someone to tutor this girl because she isn't doing well in the class. Well, if she can in on time when the semester started and actually did work instead of gossip about fashion and sex, then maybe she wouldn't need it. She tried to get Chino to do it. He then proceeded to try and pawn her off on me. Hell no! Now I understand where he is coming from. As he told me, if she says anything to him, he said he would turn it around and give it right back to her and then would probably get in trouble for "sexual harassment." So I understand, but I am not taking her. I'd probably hit her or something.

Now, tomorrow is going to be interesting. She told Chino that she wants to come work out in the morning with him at like 8am. I am so going into school early tomorrow just so I can watch and or train her myself. And if I get to train her, it is going to be LOADS of fun. Because I get to torment and bring pain. YAY!! I cannot wait to see if she comes to workout tomorrow. I really hope she does. Me and Joann are going to have some pretty epic times!

Off to study for Kinesiology. A midterm with 26 muscles. Shoot me now...

~Dragon Eyes~

Trail Mix? You Have the Whole Trail in That Bag!

"You have bootleg trail mix!"
~Ebony~

All of us in our classes today where being kind of wild and rowdy. But we know how to fully entertain ourselves! Which might not always be a good thing, but still makes me laugh. Apparently Fabio and his trail mix got picked on and Jared couldn't stop with all the sexual innuendos and jokes. I love my classmates.

My back, which decided to have an injury flare up on Saturday, is still not feeling super great, but I am managing to make it through. I kind of couldn't participate in any big exercises we did in class but Joe was pretty understanding about it all for once. Shocking to me. I ended doing about an hour of cardio at the gym this afternoon and then some leg exercises at the barn, so I don't feel like a complete injured bum. I am hoping this is a short-lived thing, so I can get back to doing what I have been doing. I am seriously thinking that the size of my boobs have a big deal to play in all of this. They are just too big for my frame right now and I think they may be putting undue stress onto my back which just can't support it anymore. On a happier note though, I have not lost or gained any weight since last week. I am very proud of myself!

Today marks the one year anniversary of me getting into a relationship with Andrew. I look back on this day one year ago and cannot even believe how far I have come since then. I was in college, student teaching and being miserable. My back was still a right mess. I got into a really shitty relationship with Andrew while still fighting with the fact that I wanted to be with Mike, but knew I couldn't. I was even starting to spiral into my clinical depressed phase while not having great times living in lowrise with my crazy roommates. All in all it was a very bad mix for me, which ended up leading to major issues. Happy to say, I can look back on it all and see the incredible improvements. It's just amazing, this feeling. Must keep going strong!

Even though I keep forgetting to blog and mention things, but I ended up hanging out with Kris last night. We watched 300 and just goofed around and such, basically still feeling each other out. We seem to connect well and have a bunch of things in common. Who knows? I am just going with the flow and seeing what will happen.

~Dragon Eyes~

The Merry Go Round Broke Down

"Do you mean to tell me you could have taken your hand out of those cuffs at any time?"
"No, only when it was funny!"
~Valiant and Roger Rabbit~

So I have been doing some serious neglecting of blogging as of late. No idea why I have been, but apparently it just hasn't really been on the top of my priority list as of late. It doesn't help that I have been mad busy and have not being getting along with my parents so well. And I hardly spent much time at my house. That could have something to do with it.

I have been running around all over the place. Dinner with the rock climbing crew, out on the town with my classmates and hanging with Kris. That's what I have been doing.

Now I forgot to mention this, but I have been officially blogging for over a year now. That is a long time. My life was a whole lot different a year ago, so it is incredible to me, when I look back, to see how much better off I am now. I hope I can keep working on that and everything will be better.

Tomorrow is Mistress Day. I am going to feel sexy and badass for the day.

~Dragon Eyes~

Excuse Me While I Pick Up My Humerus...

There is never a moment in my kinesiology class that I don't love. The teacher is hysterical and my classmates are even more so. Today we were discussing out rotator cuff muscles and the origin and insertions of all the muscles and they all inserted on the humerus and keep the humerus from flying off of our bodies. If not..."Please excuse me while I pick up my humerus." It would mos def be something pretty hysterical to witness.

Training today went really well. I did circuits with the girls and they loved it. I even got into spotting a little bit more than I normally am. I guess that's because all I can see is Joe and his scariness and it makes me do even more. I still think nothing is good enough for that man. I wish I knew what he wanted and if I could get even a small compliment. Maybe that would make me feel like I am actually doing good instead of feeling like I am floating out in space somewhere not doing well. I have to be doing okay because Carrie Ann says so and so do the girls and other people who I have trained who are mostly my classmates. I guess I am doing okay. I just wish Joe could see that instead of staring and telling me I am not doing enough. GAH!

Tomorrow I am getting a massage. It's a class assignment. Isn't that the coolest assignment ever? I think so. I get pampered for an hour. Yup. It doesn't get any better than that!

Kris and I are working on finding another movie night. Star Wars and Boondock Saints. And maybe something else. Who knows!

~Dragon Eyes~

Superbowl Sunday

Packers vs. Steelers

What an excellent game! It was a very close game and the Packers struck first, but the Steelers fought back hard, but couldn't hold on to win it. While I was sad the Steelers lost, it was still an excellent game and one I am glad I got to see. I was invited to Reeni's superbowl party at her house, but after being out all weekend, I feigned illness to get out of going. I really didn't want to go and have to deal with drunkeness. It really is starting to get really old for me. An occasional drink is great. I am good with casual drinking, but whenever Reeni and Jeanette drink together it is a lot. And I really don't like to deal with that. Especially since Jeanette can get really annoying really fast. Oh well. I settled with being at home watching the game and texting Kris.

I ended up hanging out with him on Friday night. We ended up watching two of the three Star Wars movies (the originals) and ate Chinese food and cuddled. I can't wait to hang out with him again and see what goes. I think he was really expecting a kiss from me on Friday, but I move slow and I am shy, so this next time around I'll probably be all set up to do just that.

On Saturday I ended up hanging out with Jocelyn. We went to out usual Denny's spot for dinner and then we went back to her house for chatting and playing an awesomely close game of Phase 10. I actually beat her for once so that was epic! But we talked about our lives, and boys, and the BWWs groups and boys, and Kyle, and boys. Yup. I think I might go out to Buffalo Wild Wings some point soon with her to see everyone. I am not going to lie. I am mad nervous about that and about seeing Kyle, but I miss everyone, so I am going to do it for them and not him. We will just have to see.

Off to bed. Hopefully we won't have school on Friday this week since I believe I am going out with all of the PFTs on Thursday. So please let there be no snow to cancel school!!!

~Dragon Eyes~

Ice Cristacles

This is a quick entry but I just want to say that I am off to Kris's house for movie night. We shall see how everything goes, but the two of us seem pretty cool with each other so I am excited.

~Dragon Eyes~

Pissed Off Turkeys!!! RUN!

I have no idea why I am so exhausted right now for some unknown reason. I ended up sleeping through my alarm for 7 minutes thinking it was part of my dream. Crazy stuff right there. Must have been all that codeine cough syrup I took. Oh well. I did sleep like a baby! I also sound kind of like a frog. It amuses me for some reason.

School went by pretty fast. We actually had Joe in the PFT lab today and it was interesting to see the difference. It was quite a bit more relaxed when we were out on the floor working with each other and trying to learn new exercises and review old ones. We even busted out the TRX for a bit to do some bicep work. I even did an assisted chin up today! With the use of resistance bands I was able to do chin ups by myself. I was so proud of myself.

When I was at Gold's today I ended up seeing Logun and chatted with him for a little bit. He isn't doing much currently at Gold's and seems kind of bored and frustrated. I feel bad for him, but it's only 5 weeks and then he can actually get a real job and things will get better. He's a tough kid so he will be okay.

After that I ended up freaking out and spazzing over traffic. It was terrible to the barn and coming home from the barn where I was stopped dead on the road because of a huge accident with lots of fire engines, ambulances and police cars. What a mess! It was just so nice to come home after all of that and eat dinner and then do nothing, besides homework, chatting with Fabio, chatting with Kris and watching South Park. Kris and I are going to get together again tomorrow night and hang and start watching some Star Wars since he hasn't seen it. It should be lots of fun and I am super excited.

But for now I think I am going to turn in early for me. I am beat... Maybe this time I won't sleep through my alarm for 7 minutes because I think it is part of my dream!

~Dragon Eyes~

I Fall off Walls Without Grace

I ended up going climbing today with Molly, Brenden and Brian. I haven't gone in a while and I had a blast. I still have a lot to learn and need to work on strength and stamina when it comes to climbing, but that will come with time. After all of that we ended up going out to dinner at our usual spot and Kris came and joined us. We all had a great time as always.

It was also nice to see Kris again. My sister mentioned that I never followed up on my outing with Kris. That was a lot of fun. I ended up going to his apartment and we played Call of Duty, which I was terrible at. He thought it was funny, but was impressed that I refused to give up and that I wasn't as horrible as some girls can be when it comes to video games. That's definitely something. After that we ended up curling up together on his couch and watched 2012. Seriously it was such a depressing movie. I was like, this isn't going to end well, but surprisingly it didn't end too badly. Not my favorite movie though. Kris hasn't seen many movies. And when I was asking him about this movie and that movie I finally figured out just how little he had seen. So more movie nights are in store. He was asking if I wanted to hang out tomorrow night, but I am not so sure about that since I have to get to the gym and the barn and such. Maybe I can see if we could do something on Friday night. That would work better for me, but I don't know for him. We shall just have to see.

Maybe I'll have a delay tomorrow. One could hope, but I have a feeling that won't happen. More snow and ice is apparently coming on Saturday. I really just want to cry. I am so done with winter...

~Dragon Eyes~