The Beginning of the End

Tonight was the wake from my grandmother. Lots of people turned out. Both friends and family. There were also a lot of people that I didn't know but that is usually the case we these things. It was hard, but I held things together. I started off bad and eventually got it together. It's hard because it just doesn't feel real. One minute she was there and then the next she was gone. I hate it, but I guess that's the way it has to be.

Tomorrow is the funeral. Then it will be over. I really don't want to go and deal with it all, but then it will be done and it will be back to picking up all the pieces. It will be hard, but I know I can make it through.

~Dragon Eyes~