Polish Volcano

Currently I am sitting at home watching X-Men with my Dad instead of being at school and hanging with two of my besties. Want to know the reason? There is only one. And his name is Andrew. Yup, you got it. Andrew has driven me from Eastern, and he doesn't even go there anymore. Honestly, if he wasn't such a farking pansy ass then I would be sitting in my friend's room enjoying myself. But no. Some pansy ass had other ideas for me. I was willing to be friendly and fix things a bit, but now there is no way things can ever be fixed. He doesn't want it and guess what, he is never getting any sympathy from me. I wish I could see the look on his face if he walked in the room to find me sitting there. Oh I would kill for that look.

So here is the story. Apparently at 8am he called and woke up my friend Abby in a paranoid state of panic trying to find out if I was going to be around tonight because he didn't want to see me because he didn't want drama. Honestly, I am not the one causing drama here. I don't like or want drama in my life. I just want to end things and give closure to myself and to him. But he seems to think I will cause drama. I don't think so. He's the only one causing drama here. So I have taken myself out of the equation and left school and gone home. I would rather be with my friends, but I don't want to deal with stupid people. And this proves how Andrew is never going to find anyone worthwhile in his life. Yes, it may be harsh and it may be the anger and frustration leaking out, but he is just no boyfriend material.

I hope Abby and Amanda don't have to listen to that stupid jerk complain about me the whole night. They don't deserve all of that. I am going to send them a message later and see how things are going. I really want to know. But while they deal with him, I am going to soothe my soul with a little bit of knitting. After spending over $100 on supplies, I am going to have some fun trying a new cable scarf and work on making my very first afghan!

~Dragon Eyes~